Hanging with mom, 2024

Mom taught me to always treat a woman like my first car, which was a 95 Ford Explorer with the color green, she told me to never make her feel not cared for, that all moments should be used for only positive things, to be understanding and patient even when it didn't make sense, that women could be as fragile as a flower and as mean as bull all within the same moment, mom also told me that if I was to ever love anyone, that I should never make them my world but rather a part of my world, making sure she added to me and never subtracted, correcting my wrongs and complimenting my rights, mom said even though she had been divorced for over 20years, she never doubted true love existed, that all she wished for was someone to love me as she did, then she started crying and I had to change the subject, but mom was right, she hit me with knowledge on what a woman's worth truly meant, and how to be the best man possible

Untitled, 2024

I can't sense the bad days, but then again you probably hide them very well, behind the smiles and laughs, could be pain and frustration, but see, I want you to become transparent, if you need to scream, do so, if you would like to cry, do so, and if you would like to just sit in silence, we can do that, but I just don't want you to continue to hold in the things that have hurt or damaged you, grow from it, learn from it, and leave it behind, let the days ahead be nothing but new beginnings, making everyday the first day of summer, no matter the actual season, you got this, I believe in you

Believe in yourself, 2024

In life, we will always have a sense of doubt, a part of ourselves that fails to remember how far we've come, so we begin to question our lives and the steps being taken, but when these moments arrive, take a deep breath and catch yourself, calm your mind, and capture your many thoughts... just believe in yourself, say a little prayer in your mind, asking God to strengthen you mentally, physically, and spiritually, that every battle that comes your way, he will equip you with the necessary weapons to overcome them all, never leaving you stranded and defeated...

Stay positive, patient and prayerful 

Self Sabotage,  2024

You ever been so scared to like someone that you self sabotage, you conjure up these things in your mind, reacting as if they are a reality, all in the name of fear, recalling that this is essentially how your previous began, before crashing to the ground, that experience that left you scared, and unable to truly completely give yourself, i think we all have been there, but one thing to remember is that the past, is just that... THE PAST, so in the present and future, move smoothly, with precision and caution, but not in fear, don’t let it prevent you from experiencing the greatest moments life has to offer, so if you are use to self sabotaging yourself, lets move a little different this time around, take a day at a time, and above all things, enjoy this new breeze of fresh air, and compare it nothing you’ve ever seen, cause it stands alone, new beginnings... embrace them

Crazy ain’t it, 2024

I remember when my days were not complete without the sound of your voice, now I find myself looking at the clock on my Iphone, and it reads 2:37AM, remembering poems I wrote about how you’d fall asleep on me, and now I’m writing about your distance, the nonexistence of what once was, a sweet voice, became a distant sound I could not even recognize in a crowd, crazy ain’t it, these the type of moments I heard in songs, the moments I never wanted for myself, no one wanted it for me, yet here we are, crazy

Untitled, 2024

Usually I’m pretty superb with putting words together to formulate sentences, articulating myself in the most simplest way, but the way this pain has hit me?, there aren’t enough words I can type to describe it, saying my heart is broken is too easy, maybe shattered better describes it, it’s truly insane where we ended up, i was hopeful, maybe too hopeful in a sense, i don’t really know what emotions or feelings to have truly have, so words are just coming, and I’m hoping they make sense, speechless in the worst way, you came into my life so easily fitting into all things, and I spoke clear of my intentions, feelings, and was beyond sure to showcase in actions, they always say actions speaker louder than words or something, no glasses needed cause everything was clear in all types of sights, even the blind could’ve seen it, this wasn’t meant to be poetic, but an unleashing of emotions, but even so these words can’t even captivate it for real, yeah idk I’m broken, truly